It's hard to know what to write today.

With every wave that smashes against the side of the boat, or screams past the underside of our hull, I feel acutely aware of the power of the sea. This ocean is unforgiving, it's ruthless - so ready to take a life at the first cruel opportunity. Why are we out here in this grey, isolated, lonely place? We are here because it makes you feel more alive than anywhere else in the world; the clear air, the escape from reality, the adventure, the wind, waves, water, surf, the adrenalin - living each day on the edge of our comfort zones - that is why we are here.

I am heartbroken for Andy, for the crew on GREAT Britain, for Simon Speirs' friends and family and send my most sincere heartfelt condolences to you all. I'm not sure if it is much respite to know he was doing what he loved - this ocean must be one of the most magical, and yet treacherous places in the world.

We will be holding a ceremony onboard in parallel at 0900 local time to pay our respects. Our thoughts are with you all throughout this despicable time.

- Nik